Your silent acceptance,
Your tears tell everything,
That you
could not say through the years.
The daughter of a rich Land Lord,
Choosing a home of no much means,
Quietly you
loved me and never said so.
All that you cared for was my
happiness.
My choice was your choice, my voice
your own.
You didn’t
dream of a different dawn,
Nor did you ever seek salvation
In the words of any enlightened
being,
As in your
perception, I was everything;
The meaning and purpose of living
In simple unadulterated conjugal
love,
Dear
to one, like bliss divine.
While giving you all worldly things
Within my capacity, I kept a part of
me
Reserved to myself in my crazy quest,
Hoping at the same time to keep you
smiling,
To see you satisfied and cheerful
While you move around me.
Not interested in any other thing,
you waited
Silently for that part, my errant
poetic heart,
That I thought, you may not take care of.
But you nursed it and cared, I did
not see.
You shared all my sorrow and like a
shadow
You followed all along the path I
fared.
Little did I know that it was me
Your lips murmured in silence
When you were all alone.
Far and wide I travelled, saw many a
hue
As I roamed in my world of
imagination
And gathered experiences new.
But each time I felt hurt and
exhausted,
I came back to you, my loving,
artless wife,
And got your cool comfort in all
strain and strife.
I still remember that fateful day, so
sad,
When once in a fit of anger I threw
away
All that I had written, all that I
had preserved.
I was spell bound to see what you
did.
You were crying and crying but at the
same time
Collecting from the ground those
scattered sheets
With utmost care, collecting, as it
were,
The scattered fragments of myself,
Though you never understand a word of
what I write.
You nurtured the hope all the years
of your life
With your tears, that I would
understand you one day,
Since I am a poet of some sort, if
not great.
And see, the poor poet has taken an
entire life
To give due recognition to the
infinite love
Of a simple village lass who became his wife.
You have been a part of me, an
inseparable part.
Do I need to say “I will do this for
you, I will do that?”
No my wife, my mother, my sister; one
life is insufficient.
Copyright: Bipin Patsani